Turning Point

from State of Change by Ruminate

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lyrics

Here,
Here I lay again
Alone in my bed
I drank too much again
And I just wish I was dead
I'm trapped in this cycle
I need to break it soon
I'm just so tired of
Sleeping in past noon

I know,
I know I have to change
I just can't bring myself
To do anything
The thought of happiness is strange
But I can't follow in this life
In this shade of gray
I have to remind myself
To move forward and not retrace

I know
That I
Need to make a change
can't keep living this way

If I don't stop I will hate myself forever

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from State of Change, released April 1, 2016

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Avery-Guitar
George F.-Drums
George Y.-Bass

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